Back in the old days...

everything was fine. so far as i remember.
i had a weight, i felt comfortable with. i had a side job, i earned good money from. i went to school, which i really miss. i made an acceptable a-level with great senior year classmates.

but since i started a new episode in my life, with a professional education in a fu**ing boring office, with employees i hate and an employer, i hate everyday such a bit more... everything changes sudden.
every morning i wake up, not knowing what the new day will bring, what i will have to do in the office - which is really contradictory, because examined... i always do the same... for about one year now - and how many extra hours i have to fulfill this time. once i tried to talk to my boss... but nothing happend. i told him to give me some support, or at least give the work a structure... it's so overcharging me... no one believes.

if it's finally 4:30pm and my time is over (apart from the extra hours) i arrive at home and the only thing i do is getting in a fight with my boyfriend, because i'm in such a bad mood after those stressful days... i feel bad for him. sometimes i'm just a pain in the neck.

anyways...
since 4 days my weight constandly doesn't change. i eat, i don't eat, i actually started aerobic lessons again, after resigning the first time...
don't know what to do... it's demotivating.

48.8kg - BMI 19.55
B: 2 slices of bread with topping (270)
L: salad (100) and asian food (400?)
D: soup (88)
S: 60 mins aerobic (-450)
L: 2 cups of coffee, 2l water, 1 cup of milk (120)
T: 978 - 450 = 528kcal